death and all of his friends.

i've never felt such an almost instant feeling of compassion towards someone as you. as i've begun to know you, i've begun to know more about myself. i'm glad i met you. i love that you are so kind. you seem to be a kind, gentle, sweet person. i like that about you. i wish there was more stability in your life. i want you to have that really badly. good stability. i hope you learn to channel your stress in productive ways. i am continually learning new things all the time from you. i learn things that i thought i already knew about, but i learn them in different ways. one thing in particular i've learned from you today is how cruical family stability is. i thought i had seen many examples of this through various experiences in my life. i guess i just forgot the extent of the effects that the family has on a human being, physical, mental, spiritual, emotional. my testimony is strengthened by this fact. i hate that i forget important things like this. remember to remember. its heartbreaking to see you go through shit like that. i am incredibly lucky in so many ways, to know you and to learn from you.