timing is everything

why can't i just tell it to your face? i don't know what is wrong with me. i guess i'm just really scared. i don't know how you will react. humans are naturally afraid of the unknown. i'm convincing myself that it's natural. plus timing is horrible. horrid. i want to tell you so bad but then i think about it and it seems like a bad idea. it is a bad idea. its selfish. so i won't tell you what i think of you.